It's hurt until now

I Don’t remember……….But One thing for sure…………………
He said he was sorry
(…………Like being hit by a bullet
Everything is chaotic
Because only laughter comes out
I just laughed …I just laughed….
Just
Smiling apathetically
Let me just ask one thing
Why did we break up
How could we break up
How
Through the hole in my heart
All our memories are flowing out
Even if I try to hold onto them
Even if I try to block my heart
They slip through my fingers
Even if my heart stops
I don’t think it ‘ll hurt like this
Pls do something
Cure me
At this rate, my heart will be all broken
My torn heart
All of a sudden, the tears
Flow without me knowing it
I really don’t want to be like this
Really don’t want to
Really
Following you who stood up
Chasing you blindly
Behind you,behind you who walked like you were trying to run away
I shouted
Through the hole in my heart
All our memories are flowing out
Even if I try to hold onto them
Even if I try to block my heart
They slip through my fingers
Even if my heart stops
I don’t want think it’ll hurt like this
Pls do something
Cure me
At this rate, my heart will be all broken
Like being hit by a bullet
My heart hurts so much Oh~~
It hurts so much ~
It hurts so much
That being able to live is weird
How could I forget you, me..
I don’t know how to do such things,don’t know
There’s a gaping hole in my heart
That cannot be filled
It just hurts so much that I could die
Like being hit by a bullet,Oohh~…………)

When it turns 7,I wake up no matter what………
I brush my teeth and shower…Nothing changed…..
That’s what a break up is…………..